Post by MasterEvil on Dec 31, 2011 14:52:06 GMT
TBS: What could my new year's resolution be?
I ask myself as I just sit there, in my locker room, staring at the blank screen on my TV. In my hand is a title belt, yes, but it isn't what some call "sanctioned." I handmade this title myself, with whatever materials I could find and whatever money I could gather up...a waste of money, maybe, but until I find the one that I could spend the rest of my days with, this title will do. I think I need a name for this Championship...I'll think of one later. Right now I should be training but instead I wonder about a goal for 2012...I can't think of one yet, so I grabbed the remote next to me on this floor and switched on the television, onto the channel of Kerrang. So now, while I sit here with my custom built Championship, "All I Want" by A Day To Remember plays on.
I'm always screaming my lungs out
till my head starts spinning.
Playing my songs is the way
I cope with life. Won't keep my voice down.
Know the words I speak are the thoughts
I think out loud.
I like to keep things honest.
I'm a safe bet like your life's
staked on it. For real.
I'd hate to keep you all wondering.
I'm constant like the seasons,
and I will never be forgotten man.
Let's leave no words unspoken
and save regrets for the broken.
Will you even look back when you think of me?
All I want is a place to call my own,
to mend the hearts of everyone
who feels alone, whoa.
You know to keep your hopes up high
and your head down low.
Keep your hopes up high and your head down low.
Am I worth remembering? Or do people just want me to leave and be forgotten? I forget to give them one promo and now I need to give them one, for a not so important show, or else I'm out of the company. While one Jaxson Baxter say he's unable to and get one made towards me and keeps his spot on the big show...how is this fair? I wish I know but I am no Taylor, nor am I a Burke...could it be that Jaxson is liked by both? Or is it that they both disliked me before I even signed a contract? If so, why the hell did they accept me, only to decline me? I wish I knew, as these questions hurt my head while emotionally I do feel unstable...so I held out my creation and stared blankly, emotionlessly at it.
TBS: Could my new year's resolution be this?
Still got something left to prove.
It tends to keep things movin.
While everyone around me
says my last days are looming
overhead but just what the hell
do they think they know?
I keep my head above the water
while they drown in the undertow.
Let's leave no words unspoken
and save regrets for the broken.
Will you even look back when you think of me?
All I want is a place to call my own,
to mend the hearts of everyone
who feels alone, whoa.
You know to keep your hopes up high
and your head down low.
My hopes, my hopes of being somebody worth remembering, are up high...but are the likes of Demoni, Disney, Castillo and Alakai holding my head down low? Clip the wings off a baby phoenix? If so, why? I don't understand, why would you punish one for one thing yet not another for doing the same? Is this the Hanus and Darinah show? With the concept of those who don't kiss their bottoms won't go very far in WEW? If so, then how is this place actually better then the one my trainer spoke about? Its practically the same concept, the same rules, the same system but with two people instead of one sex minded bully.
If you take it from me,
live your life for yourself.
Cause when it's all said and done
you don't need anyone else. Come on!
So let's get back to when
everything seemed perfect.
Not a worry in the world,
so tell me was this all worth it?
I do what I want,
so everyones always judging me.
I'm not afraid of anything,
and I've got the whole world in front of me.
All I want is a place to call my own,
to mend the hearts of everyone
who feels alone, whoa.
You know to keep your hopes up high
and your head down low.
Something is ticking in my head, an idea? An idea or not an idea is the question, I think. Is this title belt in front of me giving me an idea? A reason to stay? A reason to go against the norm in WEW? But these thoughts hurt so much...I look down at the floor, trying to regain control over my rogue thoughts as they burn me from the inside.
All I want is a place to call my own,
to mend the hearts of everyone
who feels alone, whoa.
You know to keep your hopes up high
and your head down low.
Keep your heads down low.
Keep your heads down low.
Keep your hopes up high and your head down low!
TBS: Maybe this is my new year's resolution...may it be that or may it not, it begins on the second day of two-thousand-and-twelve when I defeat some JC Bloodstone and solidify the truth that others want to deny in the Broken Saint is going to soar higher and higher. My head has been down low for three years for the crime I have committed and the punishment I recieved for it, but no more. My hope are high and I will rise up to accomplish this hope and admonish the world that even a shadow has a beating heart...
After speaking these words I used the remote to switch off the TV and stood up before beginning to wander out of my room, with title in hand. What if nobody in the staffing positions wants me to stay, I don't care. On monday I end the career of JC Bloodstone and I'll never go back to this "Burnout," they put me on "Animosity" and that is where I'm staying.